When I was 28 years old, I had a life changing experience. I had to decide to stay here on Earth, or go to the spirit world.
This experience turned my life upside down. I was diagnosed with cancer, and I got a surgery.
It looked like everything went well. But when I got home, something had gone terribly wrong. I had to go back to the hospital, in an Ambulance, to get this fixed. So I’m waiting to see the doctor, and by now I’ve lost lots of blood. It seemed like they were not taking my condition seriously enough. They left me in the hall.
So during this near fatal blood loss, I felt like nothing was real, it was like a dream. Then, suddenly the doctor realized what was going on. And of course, they panicked! I had to sign a waiver, and up I went into surgery again...
So there I was in my room to recover. But it was a struggle. It felt like I really had to fight to stay here on Earth. I know, this sounds like a cliche, but I saw a black tunnel. At the end of the tunnel was a light! Now, it would have been so easy to go to the light. But what about my kids? My only thoughts were for my kids. They needed me, and it would have been selfish to just leave them behind. I needed to be there for my boys. I had to choose, and I did, otherwise I would not be writing this right now.
But I had to fight. And during this struggle, not only did I see the light, but also strange beings around me. I don't know who they where. Maybe I just saw them because I was like in between worlds. Or it was the effects of the drugs. But this experience had a big impact on my life.
After that day, I knew I had to change my life going forward.
I was asking: “why did I get cancer, and what can I do, so this doesn't happen again?”
I began learning about lots of holistic remedies. I read about homeopathy, acupuncture, and meditation. I looked up lots of preventative things to keep me healthy.
Yes, I beat the cancer, but life was still a challenge!
I separated from my husband. I think the Universe was reminding me to move forward in my life. Later at work I met a new guy, Micheal, who is my husband now.
🦋 My Life Changed 🦋
Besides my two sons from my first marriage, and one daughter from Michael's first marriage, we expanded our family with two girls.
Organizing a big family and going to work was a big challenge.
🌀 But these challenges where the reason that I found Reiki. Or did Reiki find me? 🌀
When I did my Reiki 1, I felt like a big shift happened to me. I felt more in balance with myself, my family and work. What a great thing! I needed this, because life can be pretty challenging. Having a tool to help you find balance in life, is a wonderful gift.
Learning Reiki was the first step. My journey continued by learning many different healing modalities.
💜 I know that all of us go through bad times. 💜
You've probably had some kind of life changing experience in your life too, right? And I know that sharing experiences with others can be helpful. Sometimes it's healing. It’s like saying: look, you're not alone. 💜
I would love to hear your story.